Responsibilities are boring...

Why can't she just have a carefree life? How hard could it be? She's on her way to Madison. She's playing Tori's version of Famous Blue Raincoat. She's crying. She can't stop crying - it's taken over her whole body. The realization that nothing will ever be the same. The decision that things must change. Where will it lead her to? Will loneliness fill her heart or will she fly away free as a bird? Ah, all these questions just make her cry more. Never has she ever before played a song back to back repeating for 4 hours. Next song - Twinkle. She allows it to play through. There is light at the end of the dark tunnel. She's arrived. She's going to have a martini - with a rum soaked mango in it. She knows where this road has led her now. And she's right, she's never going back again.